The Confidant Character Thoughts - On Tak Hei

This post is written by Lynne@http://tvb-horizon.blogspot.com
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Finished watching The Confidant awhile back, I've got so much to talk about but don't know where to start so ended up splitting it into many posts :) It'll be nicer to read and won't be too long to write. Haha...

*** I was debating whether to use "An Dehai" (the name of the actual historical character) or "On Tak-Hei" (the name given to the character in The Confidant), and in the end chose to use Tak Hei. 

On Tak Hei
A Brief Summary
At a young age, On Tak Hei was sold to the palace to become a eunuch. A student of Lau Dor-sang, Tak Hei is also the best friend of Li Lianying, a eunuch serving King-yan Palace. Tak Hei risked his life to help Empress Dowagers Cixi and Cian resume their power in court, winning the trust of both empresses. Cixi appoints Tak Hei as her personal eunuch, and he also becomes her one of her closest friends and confidants. Compassionate and ambitious, Tak Hei is displeased with Chan Fuk abusing his powers as Forbidden City's Head Eunuch, and he strives to take over his position. Accused of having affair with Cixi and is beheaded. - credits wikipedia
A surprisingly interesting character to watch, On Tak Hei was no doubt one of the main driving forces of The Confidant. At first he is not necessarily the kind of guy you'd come to like because his ambitions for wealth and power gave off the indication for, "I am going turn bad in the end" kind of feeling. Always on the edge between good and bad, I did believe that assumption would come true and always wondered when Tak Hei's going to turn against his best friend, Li Lianying (Wayne Lai). In the end though, he never did. Unexpected but very well appreciated because even though he has these shades of greys to his character, Tak Hei's positive traits still lingered on until the end where he sacrificed himself out of loyalty for Cixi (Michelle Yim).  This in turn displayed a more complex and thus a better developed character compared to the rest of the cast.

Of course, the character also speaks for the actor himself too.  Raymond Cho really stole the limelight in The Confidant with On Tak Hei.  It is quite unfortunate that Raymond was not able to get the recognition that he deserves though, since it was a rare character to come by.

On Tak Hei and Siu Chai (Angel Chiang)
A Brief Summary:
Siu Chai is a prostitute that On Tak Hei happens to meet when he was searching for his lost sister.  Afterwards, she became his 'wife'.  Even though they appear to be loving on the outside, we found out later on that Siu Chai was in fact having affairs with multiple men at their mansion whenever Tak Hei was not at home.  In the end, Siu Chai was killed by Tim Shau (Edwin Siu) when she planned to elope with her 'lover'.
Despite the fact that Siu Chai was cheating on Tak Hei, I actually enjoyed their story the most compared to the rest of the couples.  Unfortunately the ending ruined it!  I shall rant this out loud...

First of all I quite like the idea of Siu Chai cheating on Tak Hei because it makes it clear that no matter what he does, Tak Hei will always be an eunuch and while Siu Chai may have loved him at first, fact is that he's still an eunuch.  That's how it is and will be until the end.  Seeing the couple being caught in this situation, it felt more realistic and therefore easier to sympathize as I see Tak Hei's desperation to salvage their relationship.

All long Tak Hei have been disregarding Siu Chai's affairs because he felt indebted to her and could not bear to loose her.  Even when he saw a man's shoe near their bed, he tried all he could to ignore it.  This was when Siu Chai confronted him, trying to make him face the fact that she's indeed cheating on him.  You can tell that it's also hurting her, having to face this especially when Tak Hei argued that he was the one who's wrong while she yelled back at him, saying that she's the one who's wrong.  Siu Chai knew that she was in the wrong and it hurt her seeing Tak Hei s cowardice.  Personally, that is the Siu Chai I liked (or should I say, "would've liked") to see because I can tell that she didn't want to hurt Tak Hei but at the same time, could not help for up she did.  Only talking about the first few lines there though, since Siu Chai's last few lines (also facial expressions) were not what I would've preferred to hear/see from her.

So from there, Siu Chai planned to run off with her lover but was killed by Tim Shau instead (as mentioned in the summary).  This is what I did not like because it turned her into an absolute slut.  (Technically she was a slut before too but this last move just killed me.)  I really wish that they could've let Siu Chai stay around to watch Tak Hei's execution because regardless of what had happened, I still believe that she cares for him (at least that's what I wanted tvb to write) and therefore would like to see her reaction towards his death.

 I personally think that if their story have been fixed a little towards the end, it would have been so much better.  Also, the fact that Tim Shau would kill is terribly dramatic and therefore made this part even more stupid.


My Favourite Scene of On Tak Hei:  the execution
To make it clear, I did not like the fact that he got executed.  On the contrary I was in tears during this scene.  No doubt that it was one of the most memorable and emotional moment because besides the fact that I love On Tak Hei (which definitely contributed to my reaction), the execution overall felt very powerful in the way it had affected the other characters (can especially feel the heart-aches during the scene where Li Lianying asked Cixi why she executed Tak Hei).  To add on to that, I felt that his death gave Li Lianying, Cixi etc the reason to believe that they've been fighting an unbeatable battle all along against the so called evils.  Who's good?  Who's bad anymore?  How can one tell when they've been betrayed by the ones so close to them?  Thus in my point of view, it was the 'highest' climax that The Confidant ever reached.

Unfortunately though, all the episodes after this one greatly disappointed me (especially about Li Lianying).  I shall talk more about that later.

As for the other characters, I'll be dedicating a single post to each in a similar format as this one.  After I finish all those posts, I'll then write the final post which will include my overall thoughts on The Confidant.  Be aware that I'm going to be ranting abit though since there are things that terribly irritated me (in terms of character transition and such).  To be honest, this may be the only post with so few rants (excluding the one I'm going to be writing for Sam Shun (Power Chan)).

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2013 Graphics!!!!

Here are the requested banners!  I hope that you guys will like it!  If there is anybody else who wants a banner, tell me quickly!  haha :)

Happy 2013 guys!    

for Ginny 
Got two because I wasn't sure if you'd like the banner so light in the first one or not :)

for Grace Hope that you like this picture of Nancy!

for Melon  Kenta!! haha this is actually my fav x)

for Wendy  All Linda!!! haha

for tvbfans  Ray, Linda and Bosco!!  haha back to the days of MR x)

Whooo! New Layout for 2013! and New Years Resolution!

Hey guys!  So sorry for disappearing o.O  I just wanted to change the layout, which should've only taken a day.  Somehow though, I managed to stretch it to 3 days?  That's because I totally forgot about having to buy my textbooks :P  Therefore the panicking began, having to realize that school is less than a week away.

Now onto the new layout!  Not exactly what I wanted because I was hoping for something abit "less" gloomy to start of a new year.  Haha I am too in love with the colour purple though, so I just had to make the layout purple!

As for the banner, it's an unexpected production :P  I just wanted to use the pictures of "January" from the tvb calendar and it came out like that.  Honestly looks like a fan poster for some vampire movie.  Lols I am referring to Twilight! Going to change it soon once I got something else!

Haha will tell you guys my New Years Resolution..

1)  Better time management
-  I would not aim as high as trying to "stop procrastinating" because that is an absolutely impossible goal.  Procrastinating is just a part of human nature :P  haha just believe that there should be a limit, which I have already passed by a mile or so.  That is why this year, I will learn to manage my time better!  I swear I would not write another essay (not just an essay because I also had to do the researching for it) that's worth 20% of the WHOLE grade (essay of the semester), the NIGHT BEFORE it's due.  Even if you've never done that before, I believe that you can at least imagine how horrible it was.  Not to mention that my English skills are below average....*tears*  So yes, I shall get an agenda!

Oh would also like to mention, university is friggin EXPENSIVE!!!  Have to make the best out of it!!!  Valuable lesson that I learned from my first semester :P

2)  Get my butt out of the house!
-  The outside world is the place one needs to venture out to in order to grow!  So don't be lazy and get out there and do something!  Job?  Volunteer work?  I dunno, I just know I need to do something!  Last year I did volunteer but that stopped when university began in September.  But with the days getting brighter (Winter will be over soon!!), I need to do something or else it'll drive me crazy.

Got a Question?

Got a question, concern or comment for me? I can't promise that I'll have the answer but I'll reply :D haha

New Faces of 2012 - Kirby Lam

"New Faces of 2012" is a new feature that presents the 'newcomers' that I've come to notice and liked during 2012.  I quote 'newcomers' because they may not actually be newcomers at all, but I just never noticed them before this year.

This first post features a newcomer, Kirby Lam, who I initially thought was Bella Lam but later found out that she wasn't.  (Is it just me or do they really resemble each other?)

I first noticed Kirby in "Ghetto Justice 2" where she played as a pregnant lady and was forced to take drugs by her boyfriend.  For an unfamiliar face, I was quite impress with her scenes especially where she had to act scared.  Still, there are times that Kirby can be quite stiff (mainly when she's just in the background or isn't solely focused on by the camera) but overall, her performance in here definitely gave me a good impression.

After seeing Kirby in "Ghetto Justice 2", I once again spotted her in "Divas in Distress" where she played as Him Law's secretary.  Contrary to the previous role, Kirby's character in here was much more light-hearted to watch.  Her character, Apple, is quite sweet and especially funny to watch whenever Him picked on her.  In particular, I loved the expressions that she gave Him whenever he glared at her.  Though it was a small role, it did give me the chance to see the comedic side of Kirby's acting and left yet another good memory of her.

Looking back at some other series, Kirby was also in Witness Insecurity too wasn't she?  And if I remember correctly, in King Maker too?  Unfortunately though, neither were big enough to really be taken notice of.

In summary, Kirby's one newcomer that I really enjoyed watching this year and do wish to see more of in the near future!  What do you guys think of her?

Next I'll be featuring Ronald Law, who received quite a hefty role in "Witness Insecurity" this year.

Merry Christmas Everybody! ( & a little New Year's gift)


It's the time of year again where I'd like to wish everybody a very Merry Christmas!!  Hope that you guys are all enjoying the holidays with family and friends.  Nothing better than a great turkey dinner!  I am no big fan of turkey, but stuffing, mash potatoes and gravy are all super duper awesome! :D  hehe anyways, have fun before school or whatever comes back to haunt you again! ;)

New Year's Present
Last year I made graphics for everyone as a Christmas present.  Unfortunately I am a bit late this year.  BUT if you need a banner to kick off 2013, I am doing them as New Years gifts for everybody!  Similar to last year's, here are the basic formats:

*I must admit that I am kinda losing my grasp on photoshop.  So beware!!! haha

General Banners
- size: 470px by 130px  
(but if it needs to be adjusted b/c of forum's restrictions or something, please just tell me :) )
- please provide links to the pictures
- text: created for "your name" from lynne@tvbhorizon & "Welcoming 2013"

Example Banner for General Banners:

For my dear Affiliates/Blogging Pals, if you guys need a new banner for 2013 :D
- size:
- text:  
- pictures or artistes that you want to be featured

Heading towards 2013...

The banner of Kate Tsui have been up for awhile already, so I thought it was time for a change.  While trying to create a new banner, no inspirations came.  After re-doing one banner after another featuring various artistes and such, I eventually gave up.  In the end, I came across these beautiful pictures of Charmaine Sheh from When Heaven Burns...which perfectly reflects what I feel and need right now.

"Where am I heading?"  It is quite obvious to me that I have recently been blogging more for the sake of blogging instead of the love for blogging.  I bet this was what so many previous bloggers felt before?  I don't think it's really tvb's degrading quality that have affected me, but simply it is I who have changed.  Guess this is just a part of growing up.

On the other hand though, I am not ready to let go of tvb or my dear blog yet.  That is why I'll just take a step back and rethink what I 'want' to post...not what I need to.  Hopefully 2013 will bring forward a refreshing start!

In the end, "to blog or not to blog, that is the question."  This is added in randomly.

LOLS when I saw the comic, I knew that I had to photoshop Chung King Fai's head onto there :P  hehe the fans who've watched Divas in Distress would know what I am talking about!

TVB 45th Anniversary Award Ceremony - Fashion Comments

*** I talked less and less near the end because I was tired :P  haha.

Fala Chen always manages to look beautiful in everything she wears with her bright smile, that amazingly outshines everything :)  The dress by itself, is rather lovely with the beads designs.  Anyways, Fala's attire was one of my favs of the night!  btw I wonder why she walked with Raymond....where's Roger?

*** I am confuse.  Didn't Fala recently post a picture of her new short haircut?  Why is her hair so long here !?  O.o

Niki's got a great smile and very fair complexion, don't you agree?  Sadly, I was not too fond of her dress choice since I felt that it made her look very 'flat-chested'.  While trying to be revealing, the dress actually scares me with how steep the angle the top tried to come down to the waist at (last picture).  

Last but not least, of course there is Raymond Wong's suit :P  Though I am not a particular fan of his suit choices, I cannot help but smile because they are always accompanied by a cute bow tie.  hehe

Linda's dresses for the last few tvb awards ceremonies have been either great, or straight out odd.  For this year's dress, I must say despite the negative feedback I've heard, I don't think it is so bad.  There are only a few turnoffs, such as the transparent layer near the stomach, which I would've preferred to be all white instead.  Then there's the back which is actually not so bad and I don't mind it too much.  If I were to make changes to it though, I'd just take away all those sparkles, raise the deepness of the uncovered part to Bosco's thumb (picture), and ta da!  Just a plain open back, which I think would accordingly fit the dress's simplicity.

Putting the dress aside, the main problem I had with the whole look was the choice of lipstick colour and the swept off bangs (?).  The pale pink lipstick totally threw off the whole look for me, since it made Linda seem so pale.  With white being the central colour of the outfit, a dark red would've been the better choice and it'll make her stand out more too.  As for the hair, beautiful how it was braided to the side but I did not like the swept bangs!

Oh, I must add that I really like the bracelet (or whatever it is) that she wore on her left hand :)  Think that it was a nice touch to the dress, since the dress itself did not have much to it..

Walking down the red carpet with Linda was Bosco Wong.  I am glad that his choice in attire is more 'tamed' this time. haha...Bosco is indeed very good looking but I just don't get his fashion sense sometimes xD


Can anybody tell me why Mandy's dress look so familiar?  I think I've seen it before but just don't know where...

In the previous years, Mandy's fashion at events such as these has not been to my favour.  That is why I had wondered what she would wear to this year's ceremony (knowing that she's the most likely one to grab the award).  To my surprise, her dress and make-up are much more natural this time around and the short hair styled quite well with the whole look!  The lime green pick is also a great colour choice for the dress since it's such a lively color compared to the other dresses.  

Then there's Oscar Leung, who wore overalls.  Why?  haha I can't help but smile at his smile though x)

I am not usually a fan of the dresses with the flaps (?  lols what are they called?) around the waist but Kate carried it well.  Something I like about Kate and thinks stand out about her is simply the way she carries herself.

Among the actresses, Nancy's shimmering scaled dress was definitely my favourite!  Usually too much shine can get tacky, but hers was showed off in a very elegant way.  I especially like how the scales 'shedded' towards the end of the dress, which balanced the dress (not too much sparkles) out.  To add on to that, the front of the dress is simple but the back compensates with its deep revealing cut.  That added an extra 'wow' factor to the dress.

Related to Linda's dress, Nancy's bare back is what I meant when I said Linda should've lost her sparkles.  Also, I just noticed that Nancy's hair and Linda's were both braided back.  Unlike Linda though, there was not that extra bang.

As for the two handsome guys who walked with her, Vincent and Him, both were very nice in their suit!  On the other hand though, Vincent's shoes were very ugly and did not match the suit at all xD

Aimee walked the red carpet with Moses in a bright red dress with a revealing cut that showed of her legs.  Though the dress is nothing new, Aimee looks beautiful in it :)  Oh on a side note, I'm curious why Aimee doesn't grow her hair out.  Anybody knows?

For some odd reason, looking at Moses short pants and boots reminded me of Raymond Lam.  Lols I guess that Raymond wore something similar to that somewhere...I think.

Definitely agree that Christine is a very beautiful girl that knows how to choose her dresses.  The fabric design is beautiful and the choice of hair/acessories went accordingly with the dress.  Unfortuantely, one flaw of the dress is that extra black piece of fabric that covers the end of the dress.  I absolutely hate it for some reason.  With it on, the dress reminded me of those old vintage lamps (...maybe because of the poofy shape it adds to the dress?  I don't even know why o.O).

Walking next to Christine, Eliza fell short out of sight.  I thought a better hairstyle would've helped Eliza out and the dress also fell short of my expectation.  In my opinion, the dress didn't really suit her.

Myolie always got a distinct style from the others.  The dress by itself looks very nice since I quite like the style, but I would find it more suiting with long hair (swept of to the unexposed shoulder).  Now putting the dress aside, the problem lies in Myolie's makeup!  They definitely put too much makeup on her face since it's quite obvious how 'pale' it was compared to the rest of her body.  So yah...that was bad.

The one with the greatest fashion sense out of all the siusangs, Kevin Cheng looked dashing in the suit!

Michelle Yim appeared in a very unique dress with the combination of both Chinese and modern style, which was very beautiful because of that.  My complaint though goes to the choice of accessories such as the diamond necklace.  It looked too 'modern' for the dress and so therefore appeared as big mismatch.  

The winner of the Best Actress of the night, Tavia Yeung walked down the red carpet with Kenneth Ma who won the Favourite Male Character award!  Both matched fairly well with their attire don't you think?

While I really like Tavia's dress, I would have chosen something different for the accessories.  Taking a look at dress with it's sparkling design, the extensive sparkling necklace was a pain for the eyes.  Basically too much sparkles going on at once.  So a simpler necklace/bracelet would've fitted the dress more.

Love Kenneth Ma but that extra bit of the suit was not very pleasing to the eyes.  Lols I am talking about that extra layer underneath the jacket.  The design reminds me of undergarments =.=

Together with Nancy's and Fala's, Cilia Kung's dress is included in my top 3 favourite dresses of the night!  I absolutely love the design of the ripples, which made the dress much more fun looking and lively compared to the others.  Fits Cilia's cute image perfectly :)

Katy Kung's dress had the potential to be something like Cilia's since the bottom looks pretty fun too.  Unfortunately, the top part of the dress was also too poofy and therefor just made it unnecessarily big on Katy.